Walking with God Through Tears

Today's Verse

¹There was a certain man from Ramathaim, a Zuphite from the hill country of Ephraim, whose name was Elkanah son of Jeroham, the son of Elihu, the son of Tohu, the son of Zuph, an Ephraimite.²He had two wives; one was called Hannah and the other Peninnah. Peninnah had children, but Hannah had none.³Year after year this man went up from his town to worship and sacrifice to the Lord Almighty at Shiloh, where Hophni and Phinehas, the two sons of Eli, were priests of the Lord.⁴Whenever the day came for Elkanah to sacrifice, he would give portions of the meat to his wife Peninnah and to all her sons and daughters.⁵But to Hannah he gave a double portion because he loved her, and the Lord had closed her womb.⁶Because the Lord had closed Hannah’s womb, her rival kept provoking her in order to irritate her.⁷This went on year after year. Whenever Hannah went up to the house of the Lord, her rival provoked her till she wept and would not eat.⁸Her husband Elkanah would say to her, “Hannah, why are you weeping? Why don’t you eat? Why are you downhearted? Don’t I mean more to you than ten sons?”⁹Once when they had finished eating and drinking in Shiloh, Hannah stood up. Now Eli the priest was sitting on his chair by the doorpost of the Lord’s house.¹⁰In her deep anguish Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly.¹¹And she made a vow, saying, “Lord Almighty, if you will only look on your servant’s misery and remember me, and not forget your servant but give her a son, then I will give him to the Lord for all the days of his life, and no razor will ever be used on his head.”¹²As she kept on praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth.¹³Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving but her voice was not heard. Eli thought she was drunk¹⁴and said to her, “How long are you going to stay drunk? Put away your wine.”¹⁵“Not so, my lord,” Hannah replied, “I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the Lord.¹⁶Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief.”¹⁷Eli answered, “Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him.”¹⁸She said, “May your servant find favor in your eyes.” Then she went her way and ate something, and her face was no longer downcast.¹⁹Early the next morning they arose and worshiped before the Lord and then went back to their home at Ramah. Elkanah made love to his wife Hannah, and the Lord remembered her.²⁰So in the course of time Hannah became pregnant and gave birth to a son. She named him Samuel, saying, “Because I asked the Lord for him.”